Scene .. Every night

موضوع: Scene .. Every night 17/12/2008, 3:02 am

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I was in seventh or eighth might
Of age .. Yes .. I expect in the eighth
- I had finished the second grade
Primary - when my father made to the
Severe heart ..

Injured after complications .. The stroke
Surprising aspect of the brain ..
I .. While .. Entered with my mother
To his room .. In intensive care ..
I recall devices .. The smell of disinfectants ..
Terrible sound pulses to the heart
Organ ..

I stood with my mother at the edge of the bed ..
There was my father lying topless
Posted by the sensors and wires,
A painful tubes in the nose ..
I was afraid of it .. My father was not
I know ..

Party to consider the difficulty of eyes ..
They were created to Tdamaan .. Move
Two of the balance left to refer to
Approach ..

I was scared ..

My mother grabbed the mantle and became the ..

- The father .. Nostalgia .. Spiritual Bossi
Supported ..

- Okhaaaav ..!

My mother were not able to portability
Rfie and it was months pregnant
Last .. Shptni discretion is strongly
Abbaradtha .. And obliges me hard ..
- This section darlin .. Chauvet Zine ..
His head to me when I see a good .. Ali
Accept ..

Looked at him .. His eyes were Tdamaan ..
Looking at the forward ..

Strongly escaped by my mother and rushed
I hide behind .. And congregated Babatha ..
And took .. Cry ..

- Okhaaaav what my father ..!

Took my mother wiping the head
The Tahedini .. And her voice wavering Balabbarat ..
- Oh, honey, what becomes salvation
Tshristin .. This section .. Hvik?

At that moment .. I love you more
Any moment ago .. I wish
If I jump on his chest as I always do
And accept ..

Abi-Habib ..

However, I see nothing frightening in his eyes ..
I saw .. Death .. Vkhvt him ..
I could not be approached from his father
These moments of weakness ..

It was something very frightening to a child years
Eight .. To see her father in this
Vulnerability ..

Nothing scary soon .. As death ..
This is not one understands who was
Around me ..

The nurse got angry and ordered us to leave
So as not to influence the feelings of my father and his heart
Weak ..

Artasht my mother .. Close to my father
I whispered in his ear words .. And accepted by the
His head .. And I wiped the hair ..
And went out ..

The somewhat coherent so we came out ..
When we came out of the room and corridor
Directly .. My mother collapsed .. Given my mother
Back to the wall and are crying
Strongly ..

The Tencj as I do when I
The purchase of expensive game ..

Mounzer surprised painful .. My mother shaking ..
Bbtnha great ... It is strongly crying ..
And Wang went into painfully ..

- Mama salvation .. Dear Mom ..
Cordoned off my arm, abdomen ..

Were not hear me .. Only Omsktni
Houdntni and strongly weeping ...
If Bkawha resonance in the ears
Up to this moment .. Burning memory
My heart ..

Only now I understand the feelings of a young woman
With two small children .. The Jenin
Abdomen ..
Without a father .. Or not ..

With the pair on the verge of death ..

Being cleared ahead of us in the large lobby
To the hospital ..

When we arrived it did not seem
My mother and the impact of any abnormal ..
Able to hold together quickly and swallow
What was left of her tears ..

Rkpna with him in the car .. Throughout
The way he was trying to convince my mother that
Comes to live with my father until the cure ..
But she refused and insisted to stay
At home ..

- But you pregnant .. The Tlden in any
Moment .. Qrbak must be a man ..
That you can not Nahla ..

- Do not be afraid to .. I can contact
When you need to .. Do not be afraid
My brother ..

My father had lost the image of naked chest
The wire covering the body from the eyes of
Throughout the following days .. Throughout the day, but
I am all the remaining .. Become routine
Lilia ..

The last picture of him ..
I've never seen my father since then never ..
Died a few days ..
Missed us ..

Many women came to our house ..
My mother cried a lot .. Cried .. So afraid
To die .. I told her that ..

And stayed at home .. We did not go to any
Elsewhere, we also insisted everyone ..

* *

Morning .. I woke to the sound of
My mother is asking me to change my
My clothes quickly ..

There was nothing abnormal .. Voice
Wavering concern ..

Hammoudi took me when I am home
Free .. She said she would go in
Trip with my uncle and return ..
I felt fear in Beit free ..
I was sitting alone and I my brother .. No
Do something ..

It was the kind of free wife
Always angry .. Asrakha severe
Sons and daughters would Bjali - I
And brother - do not change our place of fear
A cry of them ..
Well-known Why did not want my mother in
That inhabit them ..

FED long sit
Alone has grown to the sofa and I
Watching television .. Hammoudi Nam and relatives ..
After that the duration .. I woke up .. Learned
That my mother gave birth to a small child ..
I've had a lot .. I was interested in my mother
Prior to that ..

- Where is my mother and when due?

- Your mother in the hospital you nostalgic ..

Bmgs I felt in my stomach .. Hated
Hospital .. I remembered a father .. Not ..
Do not want to go there .. I am afraid
Not return, as happened with my father .. Cried ..
And cried .. No one knows the secret of Bkaii ..

My mother returned with her baby ..
We went directly to our house, thank God
We did not sit in the House as free
Tried to convince us ..

I am tired of my mother after that .. The responsibility
House and children alone large
It .. But as far as I help them
I can ..

Repettna my best education .. We are tired
Often .. And tormented many in the education
Fraternal ..

I still recall those nights were
My mother are the concern around the House
While Mohammed later in the
Ensure ..

I still recall the night are now
All cry when angry Abdullah
Out of the house last night .. We do not know
Where gold .. We stayed with fear and weep
My mother and I wait until the morning hours
Re-entry ..

My mother had qualms about contact Boukhali
To intervene in every nook and cranny ..
The difficult responsibility .. To face
Problems alone ..

Balcolon hit .. Then press .. Then ..
Arthritis ..

Movement has become difficult and still
Small ..

The impact of worry and responsibility to Padilla
Her body thin and sad face ..

Despite the pain and illness ..

Were eager to do every night
Night .. God calls us to Isalehna
And guide us - as I hear a lot .. And calls
God have mercy on my father and raised in the
Supreme paradise ..

* *

Despite the fatigue and pain .. Tired and years
Lower .. My mother started to reap the fruits of
Its best day after day ..

If fraternal change after Kpra thanks
God ..

Rozkhma God guidance and good manners ..
Graduated .. Pursuant ..
Married each ..

I do not I wait for my share .. I am with
Enjoying life with my beloved ..
Not imagine myself without it ..

* *

Night .. Each night ..

Whenever my head on the pillow placed ..
I think the last scene of my father on his bed ..
Topless .. Wired devices ..
The Voice of heart ..

I remember the movement, referring to Isbaih
That approached ..

Aldamatan eyes ..

I remember crying young mother ..

Vodao God of forgiveness and compassion
All my heart ..

God my mother and collections in the Gardens
Bliss

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